waiting room

is the chance of getting rejected worth it if i ask for help? 'cause i cant deal with the thought of being left behind another time, cant deal with losing more people. everyone finds their meaning and i am just the waiting room and as soon as there is someone better they leave im not loveable for long terms, friendly enough to have a chat with and too much when things start to get heavy i am the consolation when you need a shoulder to cry on and not important enough to hear from you again after saying goodbye i am needed enough to not go and not loved enough to stay i am just the waiting room when will you back out?