Waiting on a Romance

I'm a person of love. A victim of romance. I can't live without it. Romance books, movies, shows, anything. I wish I had a life like the main characters of the book or movie. I wish I had an 'Enemy's to lovers' romance. or a 'Childhood best friend to lovers' romance. Whatever it is, I want it. But I can't have it. It's all a fantasy. It's not real, and I know that. But I want it so bad. When will that time come?