Waiting fate

I found someone new I was happy I am happy but he left too only for a while I'm waiting for him Dieing I refused I feel on the right track am I on the right track? I'm so confused becuase now this other person thinks we're meant to be Were not meant to be because I found someone I don't want to lose this somone just for you to have me I wish you never told you're dreams I'm going to wait for him becuase he means allot to me he gave my smile back to me even if the path ahead is grim I'd rather break my own heart then his