Void

If l push this void away Do I lose a part of me? If I suppress everything Do I lose my means to create? If I find my happiness Do I lose my drive to write? If I end my life tonight Who would continue my will to fight? If I push this pain down Do I lose that part of me? If I mask and hide myself Will any of these words make it out? Do I stay, or do I go? Do I keep myself hurting? Do I walk to stop the pain? Do I risk my creativity? Is art meant to express my wounds? Is this my way of vulnerability? Do I expose myself again? Allow the world to see my void So I ask, if I push it down find the means to rid it out would this cost my only means the one way that I reach out