Void

I miss feeling emotions The feel of ecstasy as a result of an escape from the mundane A reality that ruled out of the possibilities that wouldn't make me sane I feel like I'm in the skies, but then comes the pain... The feeling that it's all surreal Nothing to feel Someone help me Feels like I'm in need of a quick fix But what's my fix ? Is it music? Is it hugs? Is it my mom? Is it me? I feel like I'm gonna die of a heart attack, but I'm already dead... Dead inside I've been running, but now I've got nowhere else to hide So many thoughts lingering round my mind, and then I stop to wonder Have I really been stuck this whole time, or have I been stuck in a trap of mine ? -exelissomai 4/11/2023