Void

what is this constant pain in my heart? what is this frequent unexplainable sorrow that has crept deep into my heart? what is this unseen hollow space in my heart that never seems to get filled? why do I constantly tear up for no reason? why do I constantly feel the urge to run away from everything? and it's quite the irony, because all I want is to be around people that love me genuinely, nobody sees my pain, nobody hears my voiceless cries, I'm crying out with my mouth shut, I'm screaming out with my mouth closed, help!help!help!help, I'm constantly crying out this line, but nobody seems to hear me, I guess I really am on my own now.