Voices in my mind

I keep fighting voices in my mind They say I'm not enough And suddenly life gets really tough They say I'm the second choice And suddenly I feel destroyed I give the voices a worth And then it hurts Sometimes the voices make me scared I start to believe those those things And treat myself as I'm nothing Just until, I can't feel something Just until, I turn numb Then it turns nighttime And I start to rhyme And I think about my happyend But what if my life turns into a nightmare instead