victim of my own insanity

a restless soul and an iron will a victim of my own insanity word's of silence screams smell of flames and ashes from a soul that once was like a fallen angel the world called me a wicked witch with magic potions and a mind of madness carved my own world before this world carves me up rattle the cage of my demon all you like just look to see if they are padlocked before let the darkness swallow me whole let the devil burn this skin and this body be beaten by the rails of time I will not flinch I will not shrink for I'm a victim of my own insanity have a restless soul but a iron will so many words of silence screams the smell of flames and ashes were smelled from a soul that once was like a fallen angel is any of it really real or am I just a victim of my own mind is it a severe mental illness or a fantasy all made up in a mind that is wicked crazy and insane for I'm a victim a victim of my own insanity