Useless

I feel nothing, No Love, No Pain, just useless unending nothing, I hope one day when I wake this useless feeling will dissipate, I pray that the day I feel something isn't the day I do not wake, I wish to be free from feeling useless, Everyday I wake with no job that I love, no place I wish to be and no one to smile for me makes me feel useless, I'm useless as a man with no job, no life and no child born from my wife, My wife would rather be far from me than with me because I'm useless, Lord I ask that you take from me this feeling of being useless, Give me strength to keep fighting on before I am truly useless, Truly useless in the ground away from all that would make me not useless.