urself

1.when I see you I see the most beautiful person but what I'll never understand is why when you look in the mirror you feel so disgusted and pathetic, I want you to see how I see you but the voices in your head always tell you different. They say you are not good enough for anyone, but f you could take a day outside your body you would see how truly amazing you are. 2.I hate looking in the mirror everyone tells me how beautiful I am but I can never believe them because what if they are just saying that because they feel bad for me, what they only see the side I want them to see, they will never know what goes on inside my head, I hate when people tell me " you are so beautiful how do you not see that" well maybe because of my mental health I'm drained from always trying to be perfect for everyone else and when it comes to me doing what I want I always feel bad because I think of the things I could be doing for someone else I just hate me -luv