Ur not the one,Ur a monster.

I look into it eyes the ones that were once so full of light,love and warmth. However now when I look into them they are full of darkness.coldness and regret. Regret is what I feel knowing I have forgiven you for the endless abuse and emotional torment you have out me through the past year just to now be left alone crying in my hospital bed with only the noise of the heart monitor and IV drip to distract me from the pain , you laughed at the tears rolling down my face as I begged you to stay the strings of my heart breaking with every pleed, I'll never know the true nature of your heart as you lied and hurt me and then comforted me, the day you left I was free of my shackles and the constant reminder that I was never enough. I left that hospital and you behind ,now your no longer on my mind.