UPSIDE DOWN

What about the oath? Is it worth ? My funeral is striking me forth. Do they care about my mental health? For them, it isn't worth it, right? Consciousness is leaving me to die apart. My bleeding heart is pumping too fast, White things are fading too dark. When will I live the life I do? Is it a myth or something apart, From my quest to do? Silver sobs from inside are suitable to hear. I tried picking up the particular piece, But it slipped out of my hands. The ocean makes the sand wet; They made it upside down and went . When will I run free under starlight , Though I have never enjoyed moonlight. You threw all your dirt on my name; So , I should start playing my game?