Upgrade

I don't want to downgrade. I want to upgrade. If I change the way I think. Maybe I can decide how to upgrade my life. Because I need a change in my life, but the difference, mate, means that. I will have to stand alone when the world stays still. I can only upgrade my life with hope. Things will change. But my life needs a new direction. Right now, my life is buffy. It is at a standstill. To I decide which way I want to go. There are only two ways. Upgrade my life with hope and patience. Downgrade it with regard or doubt. Either way, I look for a change. There are a lot of directors I can take. But there is only one way to go. I have to choose. I will have to downgrade my feelings. But update my emotions. The true answer looks right at me. I must put it into action without second-guessing all the answers to my life. Their say is simple: I have to follow the manual of life if I choose myself and upgrade my life. Will my life get more accessible, or will it stay the same? Then, if I downgrade my life. What will I take from it all? Only the Direction will be my to take. But if I get lost on my way there. That means I downgraded my life. But if you see me with many bags, I upgrade my life. So now the question is,