unwanted silence

Silence is something that we wish to have, yet we never have it until we wish we could hear a giggle, a laugh or a chuckle of what once used to be someone dear to us. Sometimes people wish for things, that regret them later on in life, is a curse, we say, others a blessing, since they got to learn from it, but what about those who where born silent? Their minds screaming in despair for someone to hear them, to understand them. Yet, here we are. No one! No one even darts an eye in my direction, all I see around myself yet having no mouth, no way to express this deep, longing for a scream to come out of me. I hate Silence.