Unwanted

I could straight lash out and wine that I'm alone, Out of my mind straight gone lights on but no one home, Well known but that shits gone whatever hate will tolerate, Even if I am a mistake refuse to break but levatate, So whatever the date can't wait must mistaken me for someone else, Ain't shit you can do to me that I haven't already done to myself, Been fighting my whole life if its not physically then mentally, Don't complain about the scars or what I see As for me guess things weren't meant To be, Just a grain of sand on a beach of the world problems guess my mom wasn't understanding me, Cursed by the pain that she handed me by choosing to fuck and abandon me No longer care that I was there cuz you played unfair and it makes me sick That's why I'm done admit that shit! You treated your son like a trick, So be how you're gonna be to me like some shit I see but still haunted, All it did is made me see inside of me ,the kid that nobody wanted, THANKS!