unwanted

when you can't even get held at night. he falls asleep away from me and holding himself, when you crave him next to you and he reather be away, and if you say anything he's ready to call quite or giving up like my feeling don't matter. when you give him yourself he gets off and don't want nothing to do with you feeling so unwanted he won't hold me even if the tears fall down my face... unwanted is what I feel and my heart aches badly for him but he rather give up and hold himself.... well that's unwanted and it's aches deep down inside cause I love him and deeply. I'm unwanted aless he wants something.