Unveiling Redemption

i hate his stupid little face and stupid little smile, it tricked me for a while, if only i knew what he really hid behind the mask, i would've fell out of love so fast, The more i overthink i realized, Without him id feel so paralyzed, when i ask my god what could i say, He says I should care less about it anyway, Hes not more important then me, crap, he's right I can fly away with the bee, But somethings holding me down, i dont know what it is but it's dropping my crown Something inside me, deeper than known, Holds me within this zone, my emotions overthrown, trying to no longer be held back by his deceitful chone. (Or "I don't wanna stay in this place yk) yet, here I am, tangled in this mess, A prisoner of my own distress, Yearning to break free, I follow gods way, To reclaim my throne, come what may.