untold secret

He gave me pills. He said they would increase my strength. And I will be fit for training. I didn’t ask any questions because l trusted him. He was my coach so why should I not trust him? After taking the pills I started feeling weak My whole body was numb. I couldn’t move nor did l have the strength to talk. Now I thought maybe this is how the pills work. Little did I know that he had dark thoughts for me. When the night came and still felt like not myself He said I should share a bed with him that night. I didn’t think much as I used to sleep on the couch since I started living with him. I thought it was just two people sharing a bed and nothing else. I was young and naïve to understand that a man already set his trap. We shared a bed that night. As I didn’t have strength, he removed my boxer. He tried to put it in me. I could feel it as he was trying to. I wanted to push him back but no strength. I started crying, my face painted with tears. I could still feel him forcing it as l refused. But he couldn’t succeed because I didn’t allow it to happen. He got frustrated and sent me back on the couch. It’s been 4 years and I never told anyone what happened.And I don’t think I'll