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this moment I'm so excited about a particular thing only to be disgusted by it the next I always lose my passion.... I want it badly but I'm too lazy to chase or should I say I'm scared maybe I'm scared cause it might turn out to be a disaster do I try ??? yes I guess I do maybe not well enough but I know I do I wish I was normal , continue doing things without fear ..... am I truly scared??? I definitely am I'm insecure that's for sure I wish everyone could understand how I feel