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My heart is feeling empty, Time is standing still, Everything seems broken, There is no soothing pill. They say that life goes on, That time will heal all wounds, They live on in your heart and mind, A memory, lost.... Marooned. Everything is different, Nothing feels the same. I wasn't there to save her I can't help but feel the blame. Time is marching forward, It won't leave me behind, Processing that moment It weighs heavy on my mind. I started fresh, day one today A new term has begun. Doing this without her Feels like I want to raise the gun. Some of you forgot it happened, You didn't even text. Life for you was fine and dandy For me it was complex. I'll spend each day with all of you Although you do not care. You'll say "you should get over that" Don't you fucking dare. I'll never forget the courage she gave me To walk right through that door. She's in my spirit, heart and attitude, Even though she's here no more. I told her about your narcy ways, How you think you lead us at the front. She was having none of that You selfish, bitchy cunt. I won't let you destroy my mind, You did that once before. I'm stronger now because of her I owe her everything and more