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my love, how can it be so unfair? I know you'd tell me I deserve it. that this opportunity is so rare. but to me, you'd be a better fit. I don't want to let you go. I don't want to move on. I remember when we'd lay in the snow, we'd talk until the sun was gone. but now it's time for me to leave. I spent all these years thinking about you. all I could so was grieve. I thought about the things you'd do, and the careers you wanted to pursue. but now I'm thinking about me. and I wish you could take my place. in the next month I'll finally be free, yet all I want is your embrace.