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i am young but my heart feels as though ive aged decades this heartbreak only making it worse how do i move on if ive never had to before? is it true that you never truly let go of your first love? how much longer until i stop loving you? how much longer until i forget? i have no guide to tell me it get easier i have nobody that understands the feeling of losing the only love of your life youve ever had and your best friend in the same moment nobody that can understand the feeling of having friends but not having you