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I loved him he was my other half. we connected on a soul level he'd talk, and I'd listen and emphasize vice versa he knew what to say to me not scared of being real with me through tears and smiles everything always came back to a joke I didn't even know him all that long maybe a full year? he was someone I talked to all the time I trusted his opinion he valued mine as well he was safe I loved him but he had to go I miss his smile the quirky one where only a corner turns upward the mischievous grin he'd wear because he enjoyed being a little shit sarcastic as hell yet so knowledgeable he was here he was living he completed me. I didn't need anything else just his presence. and now, it's years later and what do I do if I now have feelings for a dead guy because he's on my mind a lot recently but what do I do with that