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darkness, no stars.. but i know the moon is still up there. shining a light I cant see right now. but.. they are there. . life is moving so fast yet so slow.. I feel like the routine is all I know. work. diapers.. try to eat but never do..shower. sleep repeat.. missing the adventure at times.. but just with one person. I wonder how youd make me feel in this situation im in behind these walls.. I just.. I get scared when im doing something wrong.. I hate failing.. its all I've ever known. so im trying moon..🌙 im not pulling away.. im just trying to become the best version of myself..