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Ashamed When I look for success and I fall down. I can't control the hurricane. I am ashamed. I'm stuck in a staring contest against myself. I make excuses, lies that i am not to blame for my own mistake.. My attention towards the success is out of shape. All I feel is hate.  Like a old sun ready to explode inside itself. I would never dare ask for help. I am my own universe. Watch me expand In ways your mind cannot comprehend. But when I fail, fall, trip, fuck up. Beware, step back....the blast from this may cause your harm. For I am a nuclear power plant of emotion. You may not even see the mistake I have made I will still blame you and eat you alive. Beware of the man who knows his shame. Especially when he has no one to blame. He is you, me, all of us...he is the flame.