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the feeling is back the feeling of unimportance I never expected it to leave forever but I didn't see it coming this soon I feel like I'm not loved by a body or soul turns out the feeling is true I'm simply a nobody that ends to being a liability to every damn person I get attached to why do I keep getting attached when I know I'm going to get hurt? I don't friggin have a good response to that they might not say it but I feel it, I see it......I know it I just end up hurting myself emotional, sometimes physically - hiding the scars I wish to be happy buhh turns out my wishes never come true what I truly desire is what continues to be out of my reach