𝐓𝐨 𝐌𝐮𝐜𝐡

I recently found out that.. It's not normal to worry as much as me, and the amount of anxiety I carry Waighs me down heavily. My brain can't carry this weight I have so it crashes and breaks and loses all my precious memories. The voices of my worrys and insecuritys spit words at me angrily "weak" "Worthless" "Crybaby" The voices try to convince me to think the lies are reality. "He doesn't love you" "He hates you" "He's loving on someone who's better than you". These awful thoughts fill my brain All the way until I can't contain The amount of tears pooling the brim of my bright, blue, eyes... Down Down Down they flow, Past my cheeks Past my nose. Like a waterfall they Fall Fall Falling down, Past my hands To the ground. These worrys and anxietys are clouding my brain And it makes me say.. It's not normal to worry as much as me. And to carry this much anxiety, it's to much for me.