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I find myself here again. Staring at isles and isles of expected pain. Overthinking was suppose to be my safety net. But I put my thoughts aside for you, since the day we met. I smile as If I'm unaffected by it all. Not willing to come to terms with just how hard I'd fall. I just can't seem to deal with letting you go. You meant more to me, than you'll ever know. What do I do now, with this world I created for you.