एहसास

when you suddenly remember about your loved ones, Remember about the person who is no more with you, Remember about the person whom you love the most, The person who was always there for you, But now you don't know where he is and how he is...... All of sudden your mind forgot about what's going on around you and lost into the past. Remembering about the happiest moment spent with him, Along with the most miserable moments without him..... You started missing him you started worring about him, Feeling depressed, regretful, sorrowful and angry at the same time, Your body heats up even started shivering sometimes, You wanna cry but almost every time you cannot..... Then you supress every feeling inside you, try to act normal Try to bring a big smile on your face to hide your tears.... You wanna be alone for some time to console yourself, To make yourself realise again that he is not with you , and will be never with you again. All he want is you to be happy So, stop being so sad as it hurts him the most.... In short you started arguing with yourself to supress all what you are feeling, This is what you can do, remember him,cry for him ,miss him , yearn for him. But can't even catch a glimpse of him..... Ankisha