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"Why do i think that even if i unalive for you... you would still take his hand...?" said my ex about my first love... i told him that i wouldn't that i was done with him... but i was hesitant... is he right? would i really still take my first love's hand even when i know that my ex love's me more and treated me better? I don't know what to think and feels anymore. When i think about it my ex is right i would do it but why can't i admit that to myself? Why do i still allow my first love to break me more. Why can't i stop loving him...