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is there a reason for this feeling or have I become too numb have i become blind or do I not want to see His kingdom come for me when I walked through the shadows I held back my demons when I flirted with disaster I held back my feelings when I walked the line I walked it straight I can never stand still I could never wait each year passes by like a day all I ever saw was the night all I can do is pray I'm not blind to the light