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help me piece it together because I'm a bit lost these feelings I have valid but unnoticed it wouldn't be enough even after it'd take my life. take and take to take some more it's a losing battle a game where you're the only winner where the rules change so you're on top always on top and where do I fit in? why am I still here? there's nothing quite like feeling part of a team to tear that away again so soon why am I constantly having to fight for myself. for what's right make it make sense it's all jumbles to me.