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i constantly feel the necessity of having someone i care about whom i will love, tenderly comfort, keep safe, and always be around sometimes, this thought stabs me like a fear there's no such person anywhere who will accept my childish view to love, to feelings, and intimacy my lack of confidence and my behavior's awkwardness my mark that i've never been dated my romanticizing silent woman's glance and small flirtation, which some might call overrated my strong rejection of "let's be just friends" because for me, it will never be feasible since the very first touch of our hands i hope i'll find this girl i hope it will be less than hopeless i hope we'll share our desire for being loved i hope she's reading now this nonsense