Until when

"I heard that crying is the sound of a heartbreak healing. But how much do I have to cry to heal? Until when do I have to cry to heal? I wonder if there's an easier way out. I have cried the size of an ocean. I have screamed at the top of my lungs like a wounded werewolf crying out to its mother. Until when will I heal? Until when will it stop hurting? Should I cry some more, or should I just disappear to heal?".