until then

Most of the time I just let the words flow Out of my heart and my mind with no idea where they want to go Who they're meant for though I wish she'd know My hands write the words of thoughts I'd never show With your absence I hoped this deluge would've stop But the love keeps bleeding, a sickness I've caught And maybe with time I'll finally accept the sign That you'll never be mine Until then I'll let my heart and mind bask in your shine With the words that never leave my lips But dance with the thought of you threw my fingertips