Unspoken Words

"Speak out" , they say. I finally spoke out. Just for you to turn around Stab me in the back and use My words against me. Blind me, Bandage up me eye. Erase me memory, so I don't remember all you did. Pacify me with sweet words. All but still won't be enough to rid, the anger and resentment I hid. "You have changed", they say. I never changed circumstances, changed me. The world itself changed. Society itself destroyed me . You get angry so easily . May be I do . But where were you, When I was suddenly overshadowed with pain of hurtful memories, which slowly turned into anger. "Where art thou", I asked? When I slowly lost valuable and the understanding of life. When colours faded from my eyes living them emotionless. And then you ask, why I changed? Blind me, hide me and shield me from the demons outside.