Unseen

You broke me. You really hurt me. I deserve to be mad and upset for being hurt. You ignored me and Invalided my feelings. You made me feel worthless. You broke my faith in you. In my eyes, you did a horrible thing to me. It's hard for me to be ok because I have never felt this type of pain before. You say how much you love me but how can you hurt someone you love this bad. I think that this hurt is something I will have to keep for the rest of my life. I don't think I will ever heal. This has effected me a lot. I lost my confidence. I also lost the trust in you. I saw how easy it was for someone you use to know come along and you be so willing to pretend I don't exist an stop caring about me. So it scares me. You messed me up it's not fair but I'm working on it. This has truly hurt me I don't think I can love right again. I looked up to in so many ways I never thought you could break my heart and not even care. I don't understand why you put her before me. You used me in a way. You acted as if you wished you could be with her and not me. Think about how bad that breaks a person. I didn't deserve that. It is so unfair of you to even think about asking me for forgiveness.