Unrequited Ties

I still dont know Where these feelings will go Almost 3 years have passed My peeking glances can't be the last Im lost and unsure where to return Lacking the courage to even learn I dont have the strength to fight myself How can i unlove someone if my feelings are restricted I cling to you, even though there's no justification I can't bring myself to let go Why can't I allow myself to feel the hurt so I can finally move on? I miss staring at you blankly Like we just get to know casually How foolish am i for letting this slide I hope this will be the last time we collide