Unrequited Love

Why does it hurt so much? Asking myself, how can I be the person you love? I've dreamed about you since the start, I've kept praying for a sign of what I can do, And waiting for an answer if I am the right person for you. But do I deserve you? Your actions towards me make me ask this question repeatedly. Still wondering,wondering if I should stop this nonsensical feeling. You're a cruel and malicious man, who made me realize that this affection is thrilling and addictive, yet maddening and anguish-inducing. l