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"I loved you alot, and I shouldn't say it but I loved you more." Sent, 9:47pm. I loved you more than the stars, my poetry, and music. More than him, yet you still left. "I really really felt something with you, it hurts so bad to think about you." Sent, 4:15am. Wasn't read. I thought you were the one. I felt special and happy. Like I could trust you with my life. Yet, it wasn't enough. You still left. "I made a bracelet about you." Sent, 8:44pm. Couldn't be delivered. Something to remind me of what we once had. What we could've had, what we didn't have, and what we couldn't have. I would've done anything for you, yet I'm still here alone and left behind. "I'm doing better." Sent, 9:57pm. Not delivered, Not read. I can think of you without crying now, and I think I'll be okay. Without you hurts but I'm okay now. Still left by myself. "I thought I was over you, I'm not. Bc I'm crying again, over you." Sent, 7:53pm. I sent this while crying, feeling like I was gonna pass out. All because I saw our creation, something we shared and made together. I still couldn't bring myself to open it. I loved you but obviously not enough. Because there you left me and my heart, on the doorstep of heartbreak hotel.