Unnecessary Guilt.(⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠;⁠)

When you except me . I was really happy. Not knowing the world of illusion. When I got hint, I tried to ignore. Betrayal is far beautiful than fake love . I wish I could read to like my favourite book . So I won't be confused. what is it you want it ? Me? or My life? many may be puppet of yours but don't expect me to be. Still I feel guilty when I think I am right. why the guilt? Is it because I am your kin? Hate to admit but I still have soft spot for you!. pick me with your heart and I will still Bloom for you . I wish you care for me. I wish you took me as yours. I wish you loved me like I do. I wish you could understood me. But now I give up . You are not someone I wish for Martha.