Unloveable

Am I worthy enough to be loved by someone? Am I worthy to be chosen by someone? Am I worthy enough to be looked with eyes filled with love? Maybe I lack something— could it be kindness? Or is it how I look? What is it? If I am to change what I lack, will I be loved? Will I get a hug? Will I get some sympathy? Will I be cared for? Maybe I am unloveable, just another unwanted soul. Maybe I should just give up— give up trying to be looked upon, give up trying to be loved, give up trying to be seen, give up trying to be heard. I just give up on everything. I have started to accept it— accept that I am unloveable, accept that I am an eyesore. I deserve to be a cast away. I don't belong anywhere. But I don't want to be unloved. I too,want to be loved like any soul would. Could anyone just see me? Hold me? Hug me? Cafuné me? Just love me?