Unlovable

I feel unloved Not in the way I think no one loves me I really do believe people do but it doesnt feel like it and what use does love have if you can't feel it unfelt love seems useless like its just there to exist In a way its like me im there but nothing more I try to get attention by any way but no one ever looks my way So why even try why even bother I am unlovable no matter the order the order I write the order I speak expressing myself in a way So unique earning love can be so much fun but at this point I am honestly just done -Eden