Unknown Hatred

Never seen emotions so widespread, Wild, wide, and deep, with reckless hatred. Maybe I'm at fault, maybe I'm wrong, Maybe the love that should be around me is gone. Feeling like I've been thrown into the deep ocean, With my heart stained, it sinks me deeper. Deeper into unknown hatred that I never knew People had for me, their love for me is scarce. They show little interest at first, but then suddenly Change their minds. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm at fault. Maybe the way I speak, my attitude reeks of wrong. I feel like I'm wrapped in a cocoon of empathy, Or maybe I'm just a victim. I hate it all, Not that I crave sympathy, but the hatred toward me Is unbearable and unjust. How can I change it? How can I make it stop? Their unwarranted thoughts that invade their minds, day and night, And I wish it would all vanish, erased. But wishes aren't horses, and beggars can't ride. The way you think you are loved, but to some, Their hatred is eternal and strong. ✨ Prixygold ✨