unjustifiable indifference

unbelievably so, I loved this man with no reason or a cause. unimaginably just, flat out rude and disrespectful without pause. undeserving of, what I gave plus whatever else you have took. unavailability is, the new normal at all times at least that's how it look. Unaffected by, the torment and the suffering as you can see. unjustifiably torn, to add insult to injury you still pretend to love me.