Uninvited Memories

Uninvited memories Visit me When I smile A tear drops With a silent cry I yell out Pretending I'm fine One true lie I tell myself but Does anyone believe What I hide Nobody sees My hope dies As the future fades The struggle continues Begging for death Don't want to but Still I do Why do i Keep trying Deliver from this All the will Feels like nothing Save myself Won't save you All this time Is meanness What matters When there's nothing Just emptiness With despair Uninvited memories Live in me Killing me softly With words That I can hear