"unholy "

...I drift asleep...I fall..... behind blind walls as soft as sheets........I ink....a poem that bleeds out all over me.......and it hurts because... bleeding is all I wanna see?... red, red ,red on my hands as I've destroyed.... everything that ever meant anything..... I can't keep the peace between my teeth...... ..I can't write between the ...ink...love is a foolish gemic.....my life I once wanted to end it I still want it to end ..................I can fly I get high........I trying to change but I've died 3 fucking times today...in my head and in my soul I'm not whole........ ..