Unfinished story

Looking at the scene in front of me  I'm not hallucinating or are you really kissing him?  Do u really have to do this to me?  Of all people why me?  I'm afraid that our love will fail  But how can it fail when it didn't even start in the first place  I'm a coward i admit I'm fighting a battle i'll never win  You are my achilles heel  And i'm your Scarlett letter  I'm not smart enough, nor wisdom to show but i know when it's time to let go