Understand someday

I'll wait until they are older, then I'll tell them the truth. I can't let them know what mom did to me, not in their youth. I did nothing but work my ass off, the last ten years. All she did was go behind my back, Can't let the kids hear. Yes my heart is broken in two, but not because I lost her. he marriage was over years ago, she is just a blur. this pain I feel everyday hurts so I don't know what to say, I got to hide it from the kids, I'll tell them the truth about their mother someday.