underneath its me

no one knows what it's like behind these tears in my eyes. behind this mask I wear of make-up and smiles. wish we could rewind and turn back time to forget the past. I wish I could tell you how I feel but I can't I'm to scared to. I wish I could say that underneath it all ik I'm still the one you love, I'm still the one your thinking of. underneath it all, all the smiles, all the laughs, I'm missing you so much I don't want to give this up. now its all lost in my mind and I want to hide but I can't escape. I want a new start cuz your still in my heart i want to stop with your masquerade. I don't want to give this up cuz what we have is true and I don't want to let it go. I know that you feel in love even if you can't see it. I know one day you will remember underneath its me.